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Here's my next post.. For all your readers out there, this blogskin's temporary.. until I can find the time to make one nice one -probably during the June holidays- and do more research on HTML codings, this will be it for the background.. Yesterday was Japanese class.. It was quite amusing.. I think I can become friends with the guy beside me? He seems rather okay.. Well, I arrived earlier this time and when I entered, there were a few women from my class there sitting already, asking each other questions on the Japanese homework Shida-sensei gave us last lesson.. Well, after a while, Jia Hao [The guy sitting beside me.. or at least that was his name? I read it from his name card in katakana] arrived and the rest came in.. Then we started our lesson. Shida-sensei ran through a few things and then gave us a worksheet to do.. Well, there was one part we weren't sure of and Shida-sensei had already gone off to get our katakana writing test materials and so, I asked Jia Hao how to do that question and I told him what I thought it was. He was wondering about it too and it seems that quite a few of the people were stuck too. After a few short minutes of discussing with him, he told me to drop the question and do the next one.. Because we couldn't fish out any answers. After a while, Shida-sensei came back and went through the worksheet with us and it turned out that one of the options I suggested to Jia Hao was correct. Then, we did our katakana writing test.. Well, I thought it was the whole table but before the test at the last minute, I forgot how to write one of the characters.. But it turned out that Shida-sensei tested us up to a certain number of characters so it was okay.. Then after a loong time of going through worksheets and dialogues from the textbook, we had a break. I went off to the toilet for awhile and so did Jia Hao and a few females. To get to the toilet, we had to retrieve the key from the basket because for some reason, the toilet door was locked and then one of the female students took two keys from the basket and gave one to me. I forgot what her name was.. but I thanked her. It turned out that the two keys happened to be the last because I turned around and saw Jia Hao wondering where the keys are. I passed him my key since the female student already had the key, I figured that the key wouldn't be needed if you open the toilet from the inside.. Guess I was right. Then I returned to the classroom and saw Jia Hao pouring himself some sort of drink from the drinks corner outside,, Then he came in. He offered sweets to everyone and waved the packet around in the air, asking the people in the room "Sweets, anyone?" then he gave out sweets. It kind of reminded me like free charity but I guess it was some sort of a kind gesture. But I still feel awkward.. Because I had mentos with me and if I were to offer after he did, won't that just make me look like some kind of person trying to follow after his example and make it look like I'm actually some kind of unsociable person [Although my outlook already spells that]? He offered me some and I took the packet from him. It was a japanese sweet.. I think it was honey and lemon.. Since there was the word 'Hachimitsu' in hiragana written on the packet's label? I offered him mentos after that but of course, after taking sweets for yourself, which person would actually take another sweet? I actually had mentos in my mouth then but I just accepted anyway.. After the break, Shida-sensei taught for a little while before giving us an activity.. to ask your classmates questions in Japanese. When we heard this, we were like "Oh shit. Nooo..." and I turned to Jia Hao and he turned to me and we began scribbling each other's name down in the box provided.. But it turned out you have to ask six different classmates the questions and I was dead. Practically. Seeing that I don't even interact with anyone but except for Jia Hao. But I managed anyway, there was this sort of atmosphere like.. we were all acting like adults [Practically half the class were adults anyway] and having this 'let's just ask.. we won't die.. ' attitude. So here are the few people I asked.. 1st question: What kind of food do you like? Jia Hao: Sashimi. Frederick: Tempura. I answered 'Takoyaki' to anyone who asked.. because I was recently hooked onto buying takoyaki from the night market stall... Second question : What kind of song do you like? Vivian: Long Vacation, Kristy: Classical [It surprising that someone who has the same name as my cousin is in my class.. But she's older than my cousin, of course.. ] I answered the GazettE's Chizuru to anyone who asked.. but Coco-san whom I answered that question didn't hear the 'ru' and thought it was 'lu' or something like that.. I had to correct her, but we were both laughing.. 3rd question was for you to construct a question you want to ask in Japanese. And I wrote 'What kind of music do you like?' in Japanese.. Meg - Ponyo [O.O. Ponyo?! Wow..] Coco: Pop.. Well, that was all I asked to the rest.. and their answers. Then Shida-sensei actually asked us what kind of music do we like? individually to everyone in the class. The female student who passed me the key to the toilet earlier on actually answered "Arashi no ongaku desu. [Arashi's music]" to Shida-sensei and surprisingly, Shida-sensei was like: Me too! and we were like 'O.O.. You like Arashi..?' and the female student was having the big grin on her face.. actually, everyone was, for some reason.. Then, when it came to my turn, I answered "J-Rokku desu. [J-Rock]" and Shida-sensei went "Are wa nandesu? [What is that..?]" and I simply replied, "Rokku desu [Rock]." in some sort of way Miyavi or Kai would reply but she still didn't get it... By the time, the whole class was laughing, and so was I. Then Shida-sensei was "Oh. Japanese Rock desuka?" And she repeated the 'Japanese Rock' with such emphasis and I was already having this funny grin on my face. And I burst of laughing... Uh, for some other reason .. And I nodded my head. "Rokku desu. [Rock]" It was really kind of amusing, though. I kind of considered replying to her question 'Gazette no ongaku' but I considered alternative because the other bands I listened to all falls under the category of 'J-Rock' such as Alice Nine, SuG, Plastic Tree, Nightmare and so on.. it was really surprising yet funny. How can a Japanese not know their own country's music? J-Rock? Anyone? Even Europeans know that so.. It was really some form of big shock for me when I found out that Shida-sensei didn't even know what J-Rock was.. Maybe because she listens to pop songs.. Then after that she asked different students, what is the title of our favourite song.. and when it came to the female student who answered 'Arashi' before, she said "Ashita no kioku [Tomorrow's song] desu." and Shida-sensei was like "Arashi right?" and the class burst out laughing again. It was kind of hilarious on how the Arashi thingy was going on between the sensei and the girl. And then half way through, the girl's handphone rang and Shida-sensei asked "Arashi right?" again and the girl laughed.. and the whole class laughed again.. for the.. 3rd or 4th time.. Then Shida-sensei asked us if we liked durian.. And the first few students answered "Suki desu [I like it]" and some even said "Daisuki [I love it]" and then after that Shida-sensei just pointed her way through and answered our questions for us she said "Suki" for everyone of us and we were laughing. Then she asked me if I liked durian and I was like "H-Hai suki desu [Yes, I like it.] and then she was like Miyavi who kept pointing to Reita when he introduced the J-Rockers in the make-up room during the PSC tour, she kept asking me if I liked it three times as though she didn't believe me or was expecting a different answer.. But she probably didn't believe me from the way I laughed so hard.. And then I just kept saying "Suki desu." three times before she finally went on to the other person.. It was so darn amusing that the whole class was laughing all the way. Then she ended her question and she said "So everyone like durian here?" and we were all going "Hai! [Yes!]" in some sort of gusto as though we've won or something and she was like "Oh, I see.. I haven't tried it yet" and we all laughed again once more. Then we sort of carried on with the lesson and after that, it ended.. I made my way to Isetan again, in hope of finding dango but it appears that there was this Korean food fair going on in the store.. Come to think of it, I remember reading from one of the interviews with either Takeru or Reita or some other J-Rocker about the recent Korean craze running about in Japan.. I can't remember when the interview was dated but I think it was rather recent..? Anyway, luckily for me, there was this dango shop just set up outside the Isetan.. Although the sold quite a few types.. I wanted to buy the sanshoku dango [Three coloured dango] but I thought since I didn't have much chance to eat an dango [Azuki bean covered dango] and mitarashi dango [Sweet soy sauce dango], I bought two sticks of an dango and one stick of mitarashi dango.. Anyway, the sanshoku dango was more expensive than mitarashi or an dango so I decided it would be best to get the cheaper ones. The mitarashi ones were green though,, Then I took the train back and on the way, somehow, I began listening to slow songs.. for some reason.. Like Gackt's Etude and Eiko Shimamiya's All Alone.. Usually, I don't listen to these except when I'm going to sleep but recently, I got hooked onto Nightmare's Kaikou Catharsis and GazettE's Without A Trace.. all of them are rather slow paced songs in my opinion.. Then I took the train to Admiralty and followed by the bus home.. As I went through the gate to my condominium, I remembered something that happened on Friday.. I was going in after school and then I turned around to open the gate and see if anyone was coming in.. That was always my usual routine and I saw this school girl around my age coming in quickly and she muttered a thanks to me. There was this woman following behind but she slammed the gate in the woman's face and screamed "I don't know you!" before storming up the stairs. I was a bit surprised. I guess the woman was her mother and they had gotten into some sort of fight before.. The woman looked rather tired out as she walked to her house. I could see she was rather exasperated with her daughter, or whoever that girl was that slammed the door in her face.. But these things happen if you're a parent.. Because my mum and brother have gone through that many times before and such that I know how it feels like and how tired the mother is. Okay, so on with that Saturday night post. I made my way back and ate the dinner my mum made.. or to be precise, the leftovers. Then after that, I ate the dango for dessert. It turned out that the green dango was. Yu-ck. Some sort of herb or spice was added in the making of it.. Last time I tried the sanshoku dango, there was also the green dango inside, and that was way spicier. I thought my tongue had burnt. But it wasn't so severe like wasabi.. Wasabi fried my tongue. Thank the azuki bean paste for making it better though.. cover up the weird clinic herb spice tasting flavour. I went to bed after playing the computer awhile and today, I woke up at 10.00+ at first because my parents woke me. They wanted to have a family breakfast followed by going to my deceased grandmother's place to pay respects to my grandma.. But I was really tired.. I didn't feel like going and I don't know why but I feel really exhausted after yesterday night. They told me they would not buy me any breakfast or lunch but I really couldn't be bothered at that time and went back to sleep.. I woke up around 12.32p.m.. I felt kind of hungry and had to get up. I decided to cook some lunch for myself since my parents weren't buying it back and I thought I'd do it by cooking vegetable and pasta soup.. But when I was frying the onions, it somehow became all brown and before I knew it, it turned black. Burnt onion. I wondered what the hell was going on. Usually when I did this recipe with margarine, it could work? Then my mum called back and told me that she was going to buy lunch for me and I was "I'm already cooking lunch now.." but in the end, since the attempt of softening and cooking the onions failed drastically, I told her to buy back beef bulgogi.. Or was it yugaechang? [Is that even spelled correctly?] from the korean stall and went back to clear my mess of black onions that were still in the pan. Yuck. Even the butter used to cook it turned blackish brown o.o. Epic fail. Then I had a hard time cleaning up.. It was such a darned waste. Especially since I had taken the liberty to dice the carrots and potatoes.. I fed some carrots to Ruki and Shiro. They seemed to like it very much though.. Hmm. Okay, so anyway, here is my response to Nanoha.. About Fate's matter. Must have taken you a long time to read this especially uber long post, Nanoha.. But that was a super long update on my life, that people want to know about.. or if there is anyone even wanting to know such a dull life. Lately, things have really taken for a worse though.. It was so much until a few weeks or a couple of days back. It's like, I have been distancing from Fate and the others. Even Yuki. I just don't really know how to approach them. Nanoha has always been distanced.. between them. It's like whenever I try to talk to Fate, maybe ask her a question or such, she'd sometimes give me this irritated look or blank look that sort of spells 'I don't really care what you want' to me and I really don't know how to react to that. I guess that's the real her. But then again, I didn't really know much about her family problem until Nanoha sort of told me. It's just that, before I found out and whenever I go to her house, I notice that her father's not about and it was kind of strange.. Then when I asked her last time.. [It really was a long time back] she would say her dad was on a business trip in Canada. Then at a point of time when I read her blog when I was in Secondary 1 she wrote about her dad coming back from Canada and she seemed rather happy. She seemed to be smiling a lot more in school too after that post. But that was a year ago. Now, she still smiles but as I found out about her parents wanting a divorce and such, I felt as though she was acting. Even Nanoha stated it. I don't think it's possible for anyone, especially people in particular who has family problems to be smiling most of the time.. It really feels unnatural. And sometimes, I guess she's just tired of acting and the blank look or irritable behaviour pops up after awhile. Like she actually hates acting so nice. I understand that it is tiring to be acting out such things and trying to cover up the sorrow inside, but I think that she should at least let out a bit more. It feels so weird nowadays when I talk to her. The vacant look is becoming more and more obvious. And most of the time, I feel rather like I'm in the wrong when I'm asking to borrow something from her. Well, maybe I am a rather demanding person. I'm trying to adapt and it really doesn't feel right. I just feel left out nowadays. From Yuki, Fate.. I'm beginning to comprehend the loneliness Nanoha spoke about. Of course, it's painful. It gnaws at you from your inside. But when I was young, I always seemed contented playing alone. Being alone. And now, I feel like a total clown trying to adapt when sometimes I feel, I'm really not needed in there. I'm not supposed to be there at all. If I could just bring out that happiness I felt when I was young and alone, wouldn't it be great? But then again, if I was like this, I would have never met great friends such as Ulrich and the rest. Even Nanoha. Fate seems rather distant. I feel as though.. It's like, well.. We needa breather sometimes, but I try to stick as close to her as possible. I guess she finds that irritating sometimes. And then again, I try to keep Nanoha and the rest close to me too, so that when I talk to her, at least they won't feel left out. But I know that Nanoha's lonely.. from her blog and what she told me, I thought that maybe I'd take a breather from Fate. It's like she doesn't need me since she always picks Caro.. That kind of thing. But Nanoha told me how Fate operates when she socialises.. And I always have to start a conversation with her sometimes. She always has so many friends, so much that maybe sometimes if I disappear, I wonder what I should do, as her friend.. sometimes, I feel awkward. Should I give up? She didn't really hardly take notive of me last year after I joined Rui Yi's small group for a little time.. It really makes me wonder.. I guess this way of her socialising is alright, but it would be for the better if she included everyone.. I guess some people can't hold their attention to so many.. But always after school nowadays, I see her and Caro either gathering around Nanoha's table.. or maybe either one of their tables. But I guess that's natural.. Having gone through the phase of being ignored/avoided. After all, primary school was the one that made me break down the most. The experiences, that is. But then, of course, I met Ulrich and the rest. I wonder if it would have been better if I actually joined Ulrich's school? Like Nanoha, I feel that 'loneliness' too. I guess I shouldn't be saying all this, because I guess it's maybe retribution? I'm truly an idiot.. What should I do now..? God. My fingers hurt>_>.
On 24.5.09 at Sunday, May 24, 2009
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Name: Masamune Shiroki. For short, shiro-chan.
名前：正宗 しろき ； ニックネーム： しろちゃん
The day I crashed into Earth : 28/10
誕生日：２８・１０
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