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Layout: Bakuman - Dream x manga 「バクマン－夢　ｘ　漫画」 ft. Saikou

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Today was a super. depressing day. Well.. The reason for that is finding out I had actually failed 3 papers. And out of them. English. My best most counted on subject. I failed section B. My god. I was off. Completely switched off for the exam. Sick. But to make up for it, I'm putting my bets on Section A. Which actually contains badly, non-descriptive, really ultra boring English composition. I was sick on that day. It was surprising how I managed to recover even when I took two medicines in wrong amounts too. The woman at the clinic got mixed up and switched the medicines wrongly and I ended up taking a wrong dose of two. I think I took too strong a fever medicine. So I didn't have much fever but I was feeling unexceptionably woozy when I trudged up the bloody stairs and sat in the damned seat for the paper. If it wasn't for the non-sleepy medicine and trying-hard-to-keep-my-enthusiastic level, I would be having my head on my table, with the bone structure of a jelly fish. Anyway, I failed Home Economics [My ondeh-ondeh. Please taste good.. Or I'd...], Geography [Damn it. Why is it that I keep studying for this crappy subject and this big 'F' gets on the paper?! What is wrong with the teachers?!! Does my paper offend you or something? And then, lastly. ENGLISH again. If I don't get a bloody pass for the EOY paper, the next time you guys'd probably see me would be when you're in purgatory. The official Wating Room. For Chemistry, maybe I'd be sent to purgatoy tomorrow. Yes, me. Someone who doesn't know much less than a pile of poop on chemical formulas, would probably face the greatest-chemistry-teacher-on-earth-who-only-knows-ichi-ni-san-and-inu-and-neko-in-japanese-and-writes-the-characters-wrongly's wrath of getting some lousy border line mark.. or maybe not.. I just don't want to die. Not before attending the GazettE's concert and turning my future home in Japan into a crazy J-Rock filled and anime house. Please. Let there be a miracle, god. I would really want to see my paper finally having this glitter mark. Of at least an A2? B3? Not the drops of leftover blood the chemistry teacher coughed out whilst marking my paper..!! Hmm.. I need to get into triple science. I can't just let my chance to go to Kyushu and meet some Japanese people die on me!! IF they are going to hold the event for the pupils in sec 2 next year I will. DO. SOMETHING. So, onto today's updates. Today during the IT video production course, me, Nanoha and two seniors got into a team and we were supposed to shoot this continuous one minute video without stopping the camera.. It was said to be hard, but surprisingly, we did it in one shot. The story was about this girl Nina Yushida [We took out a random name from 2Dynamic's 'Bottle Of Happiness' that is used during Literature.. No relationship to the real Nina though] So 'Nina' and Nanoha were actually going to study.. that is until 'Nina' discovers that she has left her file in the classroom. She returns to retrieve it and sees 'Alice' [Played by me] in the classroom. She greets her but 'Alice' did not reply and simply continued with what she was doing. Then, she grabs her file and goes, thinking 'Alice' was a little weird. She tells Nanoha she had just seen 'Alice' and then, Nanoha told her some shocking news that 'Alice' had passed away in a car crash recently and then 'Nina' doesn't believe her and pulls her up to the classroom to show her 'Alice' was indeed sitting there. But when they reached, there was no one around. The visualizer was on and the words scribbled on a paper in what seems to be like blood "I'd be back" with 'Nina''s name written on the ice cream stick catches their eyes. They go closer to examine the stick and then, 'Nina' spots 'Alice' sitting in the corner of the room, looking at them but Nanoha doesn't see 'Alice'. 'Nina' freaks out and runs out of the classroom, followed by Nanoha. Then, the video shows 'Alice' appearing from behind the table where the visualiser was on and starts walking slowly, around the class. Well , the scene was cut from that point of time, but the wonderful cameraman, our senpai did the job marvellously without shaking the camera too much and we finished it in one shot partly because the vid recorder was dying. And then we kind of gave it to the teacher to watch, he said it was not bad, and looked quite.. erm.. pleased? If that was possible. Still, I regret having split ends because it made my ghostly act, especially the hair covering face act so not convincing nor scary. It looks as though someone had a pretty bad hair day or just got woken abruptly from their sleep.. And I guess that maybe I bent my head a bit too down? My head looks like a mop of black thingamajigs from a christmas goth tree in the video.. It looks as though any janitor can use it for squeezing and it'll be ready to go. And somehow, I guess my act was screwed up. Very. Hmm, I guess I'd have to work on that the next time I get to do such projects.. Then again, being director might be easier.. Although Nanoha was director, she had to act in the end.. sort of calefare? Yup.. I was thinking of Alice Cullen from Twilight the whole time due to reading Nanoha's copy of 'New Moon' earlier in the school hours. Anyway, so about the reply to Nanoha's post in her blog.. Nanoha, what are you envious of me for? My life isn't perfect.. I'm kind of trying to keep my life together now.. I mean, humans are like that right? Their life, that is. Patch up a problem and another pops out in no time. It's full of challenges, it just depends on how hard the challenge is. I don't really have the right to say anything about life challenges being easy.. It kills me deep down iside. I just try to keep a cheerful, optimistic demeanour up since many people actually keep telling me I'm pessimistic and all the jazz. Well, sometimes, after doing this, some people take advantage of the fact I'm trying to be nice. And most of the time, they use in verbal wars whenever we get into fights. If you know who I mean.. It;s not exactly that the same people are doing that now, but sometimes when I try to adapt, I'm actually hurting myself a little inside due to some of the actions people do or I do. It just doesn't feel like I'm 'me' anymore. I really wish I could just be myself with you guys. The only time where I could really be 'myself' once in awhile is maybe with you. Or maybe Fate. But nowadays, I really don't know, why? What's running through her head? Hmm, Nanoha, I still don't get much about why it is good that Caro doesn't really hang out with Fate anymore.. I mean, they two relate fine.. If you compare the two of us to her, most of the times, she can pretty much talk, even if Fate was just acting, she follows up on that.. Or maybe she doesn't know, that's why it makes Fate happy that she can keep up her act? I'm really somehow.. worried, that this matter might blow out of hand. It seems as though we are no longer so close. And if it were preferable, I wish our group won't need to split up. It's understandable for us to take a breather sometimes, but during this period of time, shouldn't we at least keep in mind of other people's feelings instead of wandering around talking to people? It's really alright to socialise around but.. At least understand the feeling of being left out? Fate doesn't like to be left out, so she does this, but maybe sometimes, I just hope that she'd consider the feeling she feels if she were left out of the conversation.. Although I can see sometimes in the middle of our conversations, she'd butt in and start talking on a different topic.. which leaves the other person talking not quite finished.. It's not as though she's doing anything bad but.. I just wish she'd sort out her feelings a bit more and try to keep those distant close to her instead of letting them drift further away or lengthening the distance she has already put in between. I feel rather bad, posting this up, but I think this is the only way I can convey these feelings out.. But she has helped me out many times, so it really doesn't matter.. I'm just talking about the present and how I feel that she's distancing away much more. It kind of makes me feel as though me and Nanoha are roped in on some sort of conspiracy.. because we two are getting distanced and we kind of comprehend how 'loneliness' of such kind feels. It was really heavy when I was in primary four - six. Those bloody relationships, forging and breaking.. It was so darned confusing. I really nearly gave up. At least I've come all the way here now, being supported by good friends such as Ulrich, Clarice, Nanoha, and of course many others including Fate. I don't really like losing a friend that was the first one to go crazy over D.Gray-Man in secondary school with me. The first anime crazed person I've ever met. I'd try my best to not distance from Fate nor distance anyone else between me from now on.. because I guess the sake of friendship shouldn't be wasted on such trivial things.. Okay, since when did I become such a 'deep' person? I simply have no idea.. Accursed hormones.. Has that any relations? Anyway, on to a more lighter note~.. I was listening to Kai's Radio when I thought I'd try out translating what he said on radio. There was this person that actually asked Kai: What kind of clothes do you think women should wear in this season? Please give me your advice.. I think.. I kind of roughly translated it. It was kind of funny. Kai said something about one-piece [Not the anime, mind you].. I think it was swimming costumes?! And something that came along with denim jeans.. well, he said uhm.. ended with "I'm a devil.. sort of feeling.. Wait, why did I say that on radio?!" and his all-famous cute laugh came blasting through my speakers following the sentence >3. Damn. I'm so Ruki-Kai addicted nowadays...

On 25.5.09 at Monday, May 25, 2009



言葉プロファイルリストーリンクー話し記憶
入り口 Layout: Bakuman - Dream x manga 「バクマン－夢　ｘ　漫画」 ft. Saikou Don't rip = less copyright rules set in the whole world ;3	Today was a super. depressing day. Well.. The reason for that is finding out I had actually failed 3 papers. And out of them. English. My best most counted on subject. I failed section B. My god. I was off. Completely switched off for the exam. Sick. But to make up for it, I'm putting my bets on Section A. Which actually contains badly, non-descriptive, really ultra boring English composition. I was sick on that day. It was surprising how I managed to recover even when I took two medicines in wrong amounts too. The woman at the clinic got mixed up and switched the medicines wrongly and I ended up taking a wrong dose of two. I think I took too strong a fever medicine. So I didn't have much fever but I was feeling unexceptionably woozy when I trudged up the bloody stairs and sat in the damned seat for the paper. If it wasn't for the non-sleepy medicine and trying-hard-to-keep-my-enthusiastic level, I would be having my head on my table, with the bone structure of a jelly fish. Anyway, I failed Home Economics [My ondeh-ondeh. Please taste good.. Or I'd...], Geography [Damn it. Why is it that I keep studying for this crappy subject and this big 'F' gets on the paper?! What is wrong with the teachers?!! Does my paper offend you or something? And then, lastly. ENGLISH again. If I don't get a bloody pass for the EOY paper, the next time you guys'd probably see me would be when you're in purgatory. The official Wating Room. For Chemistry, maybe I'd be sent to purgatoy tomorrow. Yes, me. Someone who doesn't know much less than a pile of poop on chemical formulas, would probably face the greatest-chemistry-teacher-on-earth-who-only-knows-ichi-ni-san-and-inu-and-neko-in-japanese-and-writes-the-characters-wrongly's wrath of getting some lousy border line mark.. or maybe not.. I just don't want to die. Not before attending the GazettE's concert and turning my future home in Japan into a crazy J-Rock filled and anime house. Please. Let there be a miracle, god. I would really want to see my paper finally having this glitter mark. Of at least an A2? B3? Not the drops of leftover blood the chemistry teacher coughed out whilst marking my paper..!! Hmm.. I need to get into triple science. I can't just let my chance to go to Kyushu and meet some Japanese people die on me!! IF they are going to hold the event for the pupils in sec 2 next year I will. DO. SOMETHING. So, onto today's updates. Today during the IT video production course, me, Nanoha and two seniors got into a team and we were supposed to shoot this continuous one minute video without stopping the camera.. It was said to be hard, but surprisingly, we did it in one shot. The story was about this girl Nina Yushida [We took out a random name from 2Dynamic's 'Bottle Of Happiness' that is used during Literature.. No relationship to the real Nina though] So 'Nina' and Nanoha were actually going to study.. that is until 'Nina' discovers that she has left her file in the classroom. She returns to retrieve it and sees 'Alice' [Played by me] in the classroom. She greets her but 'Alice' did not reply and simply continued with what she was doing. Then, she grabs her file and goes, thinking 'Alice' was a little weird. She tells Nanoha she had just seen 'Alice' and then, Nanoha told her some shocking news that 'Alice' had passed away in a car crash recently and then 'Nina' doesn't believe her and pulls her up to the classroom to show her 'Alice' was indeed sitting there. But when they reached, there was no one around. The visualizer was on and the words scribbled on a paper in what seems to be like blood "I'd be back" with 'Nina''s name written on the ice cream stick catches their eyes. They go closer to examine the stick and then, 'Nina' spots 'Alice' sitting in the corner of the room, looking at them but Nanoha doesn't see 'Alice'. 'Nina' freaks out and runs out of the classroom, followed by Nanoha. Then, the video shows 'Alice' appearing from behind the table where the visualiser was on and starts walking slowly, around the class. Well , the scene was cut from that point of time, but the wonderful cameraman, our senpai did the job marvellously without shaking the camera too much and we finished it in one shot partly because the vid recorder was dying. And then we kind of gave it to the teacher to watch, he said it was not bad, and looked quite.. erm.. pleased? If that was possible. Still, I regret having split ends because it made my ghostly act, especially the hair covering face act so not convincing nor scary. It looks as though someone had a pretty bad hair day or just got woken abruptly from their sleep.. And I guess that maybe I bent my head a bit too down? My head looks like a mop of black thingamajigs from a christmas goth tree in the video.. It looks as though any janitor can use it for squeezing and it'll be ready to go. And somehow, I guess my act was screwed up. Very. Hmm, I guess I'd have to work on that the next time I get to do such projects.. Then again, being director might be easier.. Although Nanoha was director, she had to act in the end.. sort of calefare? Yup.. I was thinking of Alice Cullen from Twilight the whole time due to reading Nanoha's copy of 'New Moon' earlier in the school hours. Anyway, so about the reply to Nanoha's post in her blog.. Nanoha, what are you envious of me for? My life isn't perfect.. I'm kind of trying to keep my life together now.. I mean, humans are like that right? Their life, that is. Patch up a problem and another pops out in no time. It's full of challenges, it just depends on how hard the challenge is. I don't really have the right to say anything about life challenges being easy.. It kills me deep down iside. I just try to keep a cheerful, optimistic demeanour up since many people actually keep telling me I'm pessimistic and all the jazz. Well, sometimes, after doing this, some people take advantage of the fact I'm trying to be nice. And most of the time, they use in verbal wars whenever we get into fights. If you know who I mean.. It;s not exactly that the same people are doing that now, but sometimes when I try to adapt, I'm actually hurting myself a little inside due to some of the actions people do or I do. It just doesn't feel like I'm 'me' anymore. I really wish I could just be myself with you guys. The only time where I could really be 'myself' once in awhile is maybe with you. Or maybe Fate. But nowadays, I really don't know, why? What's running through her head? Hmm, Nanoha, I still don't get much about why it is good that Caro doesn't really hang out with Fate anymore.. I mean, they two relate fine.. If you compare the two of us to her, most of the times, she can pretty much talk, even if Fate was just acting, she follows up on that.. Or maybe she doesn't know, that's why it makes Fate happy that she can keep up her act? I'm really somehow.. worried, that this matter might blow out of hand. It seems as though we are no longer so close. And if it were preferable, I wish our group won't need to split up. It's understandable for us to take a breather sometimes, but during this period of time, shouldn't we at least keep in mind of other people's feelings instead of wandering around talking to people? It's really alright to socialise around but.. At least understand the feeling of being left out? Fate doesn't like to be left out, so she does this, but maybe sometimes, I just hope that she'd consider the feeling she feels if she were left out of the conversation.. Although I can see sometimes in the middle of our conversations, she'd butt in and start talking on a different topic.. which leaves the other person talking not quite finished.. It's not as though she's doing anything bad but.. I just wish she'd sort out her feelings a bit more and try to keep those distant close to her instead of letting them drift further away or lengthening the distance she has already put in between. I feel rather bad, posting this up, but I think this is the only way I can convey these feelings out.. But she has helped me out many times, so it really doesn't matter.. I'm just talking about the present and how I feel that she's distancing away much more. It kind of makes me feel as though me and Nanoha are roped in on some sort of conspiracy.. because we two are getting distanced and we kind of comprehend how 'loneliness' of such kind feels. It was really heavy when I was in primary four - six. Those bloody relationships, forging and breaking.. It was so darned confusing. I really nearly gave up. At least I've come all the way here now, being supported by good friends such as Ulrich, Clarice, Nanoha, and of course many others including Fate. I don't really like losing a friend that was the first one to go crazy over D.Gray-Man in secondary school with me. The first anime crazed person I've ever met. I'd try my best to not distance from Fate nor distance anyone else between me from now on.. because I guess the sake of friendship shouldn't be wasted on such trivial things.. Okay, since when did I become such a 'deep' person? I simply have no idea.. Accursed hormones.. Has that any relations? Anyway, on to a more lighter note~.. I was listening to Kai's Radio when I thought I'd try out translating what he said on radio. There was this person that actually asked Kai: What kind of clothes do you think women should wear in this season? Please give me your advice.. I think.. I kind of roughly translated it. It was kind of funny. Kai said something about one-piece [Not the anime, mind you].. I think it was swimming costumes?! And something that came along with denim jeans.. well, he said uhm.. ended with "I'm a devil.. sort of feeling.. Wait, why did I say that on radio?!" and his all-famous cute laugh came blasting through my speakers following the sentence >3. Damn. I'm so Ruki-Kai addicted nowadays... On 25.5.09 at Monday, May 25, 2009	☆俺DEATH★ Name: Masamune Shiroki. For short, shiro-chan. 名前：正宗　しろき　；　ニックネーム：　しろちゃん The day I crashed into Earth : 28/10 誕生日：２８・１０ Facebook スカID [Skype ID]: shiroki.masamune　[気転にAddしてねｗ] メールアド[E-mail] : kirisaki_no_namida@hotmail.com To whom it may concern: I'm an Otaku, I am as human as you. Or not. 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