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Layout: Bakuman - Dream x manga 「バクマン－夢 ｘ 漫画」 ft. Saikou
Don't rip = less copyright rules set in the whole world ;3
Hey guys, Me and Niji created this photo blog, if you guys are free, take some time off and look at our photos, alright? ;D The link is up there~! I'd post again the afternoon ^_^.
On 9.6.11 at Thursday, June 09, 2011
I'm back this time to clear up those blog tags Jaina left me... ....A big sorry to all the readers out there who have been dilligently following my blog and cursing me whenever an update doesn't come out within a month. ...If there is anybody out there who actually does that, I salute you guys.
Alright, without further ado, let's start on the first tag: The Wedding tag [Is there a specific name for this?].
1. The groom:
....SHANE DAWSON. [I've been going pretty crazy over this guy recently, everyone, check out his videos if you haven't. They are hilarious.].. Or the many choices: Nishii Yukito, Shirota Yuu etc. -takes out a whole list- Shane's ideal in many ways -stoned by other shane fans- .. And I don't think I need to explain why he is.
2. The place
Poolside party? Where's it's all casual and shit. Hell, it could be in Shane's mother's backyard for all I care. Just as long as everyone has a blast, I'm good with it.
3. The song
Rock, j-rock, invite Sam Tsui to sing [Is that counted?]. Sam Tsui's another guy on youtube that is worth checking out. He has the voice of an angel. Check out his cover with Christina Grimmie, their 'Just a dream' cover. If I invited this guy to sing, definitely, his firework & grenade mashup would be perfect. Or his 'heaven' cover... Or.... 'DJ made us fall in love again' cover... or... -shot by the angry audience-. If it had to be rock; PUNK GOES POP ALL THE WAY. And if it's J-rock; a line-up of all the songs: e.g. Pledge - the GazettE, ROCKSTAR ANTHEM - BACK-ON, etc.
4.The dresses
Dresses? =_= -rips fabrics into pieces- The word 'formal' does not exist in my dictionary.
That's it for the wedding post :D.
And I got another blog award! :DDD This is once again from Jaina.. And to accept this award, I must type 7 things about myself again.
1. My current obsession is: SHANE DAWSON. And youtube.
2. I will catch a grenade for you, Sam.
3. I'm having my National Exams this year: GCE O Levels, screw you.
4. I'm not much of an extrovert. I try to be abit more outgoing, but it keeps coming back to bite me in the ass so I gave up.
5. I'm actually thankful for being here [The country that's summer 365 days all year] because I'm able to get a taste of the oriental and occidental, even though globalisation has played a big part in that. I'm not so absent-minded about the practices of the West and East unlike those that do not have any exposure to either one of these, though I'm not saying that almost everyone here in Sg both love the oriental and occidental - There are always people who take sides.
Though it's ironic that I'm able understand both the Oriental and Occidental and yet, am so far away from the root origins of both cultures. -curses-
6. I want to travel around the world
7. I want to learn all the languages I can possibly learn ; Anyone willing to teach me?
I'm also going to do that near 100 post thing Jaina did on her blog.. Just for some warm-up fun. -Procrastinating-
Name: Amanda ; Noel. [Pick one people.] And I don't really like it. It's pretty common.. And I don't fit into whatever that name suggests.
Nickname: しろき[Shiroki]、シロサキ[Shirosaki]
Elementary, Middle and High School: My brain & my books. Textbooks.
Height: 157/8 [I'm fuggin' short for the record.]
Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
Best Friends: Jaina, Clarice, Niji-chan, Mei-oneechan, many others [I can't classify all my friends. They are all best to me in their own way.]
Do You Have a Crush On Someone: Shane Dawson
Eat or Drink: Both. Because I need to survive.
Coke or Pepsi: None x.x I hate gassy drinks. No, I'm not your average human who loves that.
Have you ever?
Been in an Airplane: Yes
Been in a Relationship?: No. I don't think anyone would date me. .....because I KILLED THEM ALL -pile of dead bodies in closet- oops. You weren't supposed to know that. Joking. XD, but I don't think anyone would date me anyway.
Been in a Car Accident: WATCH OUT!! -runs you over-
First Award: I forgot... For being able to come into this world.
First Crush: My brother's friend. And it went horribly wrong. -looks at the mangled body in the closet-
Last Person I Watched a Movie With: Myself. Death Bell.
Last Song I Listened To: DJ got us falling in love - Sam Tsui
Last Thing I Bought: Acup of corn for lunch.
Favorites:
Food: Spaghetti, Salmon Sashimi, Soba, Yakitori; the list can go on forever, really.
Drinks: Bubble tea, green tea [Not the POKKA ones], Chrysanthemum tea, fruity teas, starbucks frappucino or something like that.
Bottoms: Jeans, bermudas
Flowers: Roses
Animals: Pandas, belugas, dolphins.. Anything except for cockroaches.
Colors and Shades: Black & white.
Favorite Movies: Confessions, Black Swan, Death at a funeral, Gantz etc.
Subjects: English and Literature
[[Put 'X' in the brackets if yes]]
[] Celebrated Halloween (That'd be awesome ;D!)
[X] Had your heart broken (Does childhood trauma count?)
[X] Had someone like you
[X] Did something you regret
[X] Broken a promise
[X] Hid a secret
[X] Met someone who changed your life
[X] Pretended to be sick
[X] Left the country
[X] Tried something you normally didn't like and liked it
[] Cried over the silliest thing
[X] Ran a mile
[X] Went to the beach with your best friend
[X] Got into an argument with your friends
[X] Hated someone
Currently:
Eating: Just finished. Fish soup with noodles.
Drinking: Oolong tea from Daiso
Listening: Good Enough - Evanescence
Plans for Today: Start on my holiday homework, I'm lagging behind badly.
Waiting: Skype to stop malfunctioning.
Your Future:
Want Kids: Depends. But for now, maybe not.
Want to Get Married: If anyone wants me, we'd see.
Career: Manga editor, anything that matches my interests ^_^
Have you ever:
Snuck Out Of The House: No. If my parents being out of the country count, then yes.
Broken Someone's Heart: I don't think I ever did.
Been in Love: It's just crushes since then.
Cried When Someone Died: Nearly.. But heck, I end up doing that anyway.. ...At home.
Do you Believe in:
Yourself: Somewhat. I have a pretty low self-esteem to begin with.
Miracles: Please send me one right now, thanks.
Love at First Sight: No. But after reading Xiaxue's blog on her love story, my perspective's changed a bit.
Heaven: Yeah
Santa Claus: Yes if he's Shane Dawson dressed in a santa costume and sneaking into my house.
Aliens: That's awesome shit.
Ghosts: I guess......
TRUTHFULLY
Is There Someone You Want to Be With Right Now: Yes. Shane or Sam Tsui.
Do You Know Who Your Real Friends Are: I guess.
Believe in God: Definitely. The devil doesn't exist alone in this world >D.
That's all for now guys ^_^. Have fun during your summer break ^w^~!
On 7.6.11 at Tuesday, June 07, 2011
ちーっす！またこの死んだブログに帰ってきました！
Alright, I'm back for good after a few days of procrastination and work loads. Firstly, I would like to say a big thank you to Jaina for awarding me with the Stylish Blogger Award ^_^
And of course, the rules and stuff that I have to follow in return for accepting this award...
1. Thank the person who awarded you.
A big thank you, once again, to Jaina for awarding me :] ~ [Though I really don't think I deserve this because I'm hardly stylish.]
2. Write seven things about yourself.
#1. I like everything Japanese, food, country, culture.... almost pretty much everything except yuri.
#2. Latest person I've started to admire - Nishii Yukito
#3. I might be psychopathic.
#4. I'm not really good at socializing?
#5. My awesome friends make up the most of my world.
#6. I'm starting to read Japanese novels to improve my command of that language.
#7. I'm in my major and last year in secondary school.
3. And I'm supposed to award this blog award to seven other bloggers... I guess I'd award Jaina back [It's okay Jaina, you don't need to do it a second round lol.], Bun, Niji-chan ^_^.. And whoever who wants to get this... [Sorry, I'm a little lazy to find people to tag....]
Alright.. Moving on.. We're already entering the month of May and things are really flying by very fast. Up until now, I have never realized that time actually flies that fast [Nor have I forgotten the countless times that I have written in my blog post the words, 'time flies so fast']. In the midst of all this hustle and bustle crap that I've been dealing with a bit for awhile, I've found a really good movie, something actually really worth fanning about. The movie that I'm talking about is Confessions, otherwise known as 告白.
The title might be kind of misleading. It's not about romance, but of a different kind of genre which I love a lot.. A combination between Psychology and Thriller. Although I wouldn't really classify it as thriller but more of psychological. For those of you who haven't watched this movie yet, I recommend it because it's really a refreshing change from Hollywood movies.. In my opinion, that is. It's up for you to judge ^___^. Here's the trailer:
Followed by some nice music videos of the movie :3
.... I realised I haven't really been fanning over Ruki or Kai nowadays.. But Kai still stays in my head as a model of inspiration, even though I have dropped drums and along with it, my silly fantasies of marrying them, which would never come true because they are almost a decade older than me.. Though there really is no harm in fanning, then again.
AND SO. I present to you guys my new target... Okay, well, new idol, Nishii Yukito ^_^. He is the boy featured in all the three videos above. He's a really talented young actor, dancer [Part of a dancing troupe called D2, a so called 'brother' troupe to D-BOYS and he has starred in the Kuroshitsuji Musical 2 as Ciel Phantomhive (I apologize to all who loved him in his role there but... they should have retained Shougo because.. Nishii just doesn't have the singing talent there.. Though he's definitely got the size and cuteness.).
This little bundle of raw talent is actually the same age as me :3. Something which I find really unbelievable up until now because the boy's simply that talented. His acting of one of the main characters of the movie, Confessions, is simply superb. I never knew the talent of young actors/actresses [Okay, Kick-Ass & Home Alone had some pretty good young teen actors in there, I admit] until I watched Confessions. From the first time I've caught that guy on screen, I've always thought that he was actually older than me, that is, until I read his profile and saw the 'magical' numbers - 1995.
For a 15 (going onto 16) year old boy that acted in the psychopathic role of Shuuya Watanabe, otherwise known as Shounen A [Boy A], the feat itself is simply commendable because acting requires having to understand the character that you're supposed to portray and then act out what you think best interprets the character through your body language, facial expressions.. everything. And I don't think that acting out a psychopath can actually be that easy. I feel that personally, it has to have you to integrate your mind with the character's, understand why they think like that, for certain actions, to hit the high standards of acting. [Not to mention, convincingly as well.]
He's going to star with his fellow D2 members in this movie termed 'Pole-dancing Boys'. Okay, before you freak about the guys doing such a provocative sport, there's a point about pole-dancing. It's actually an exercise which shows off a person's acrobatic skills but thanks to the normal stereotype of pole dancers that exists due to the more negative portrayal of the activity, usually many would think that pole-dancing consists of scantily clad girls with hour glass body measurements swinging about the pole and trying to show off either their boobs/undergarments.
In this movie, two of the D2 members are going to act as comedians who got swindled of their money and were forced into paying off their debts [Do correct me if I'm wrong with this summary of the movie as I only read the sypnosis of the movie for about 3 times.]. The boys then find others who share similar experiences like them and somehow, they end up performing pole-dancing to earn their living. Alright, I admit that the thing about the boys wearing fundoshis and pole-dancing is already pretty provocative and attractive for me but this is the first movie where all the D2 members would star in so I'm pretty much looking forward to how the story unfolds and how they act out their roles.
Nishii Yukito's the one in red ^_^. [Many people say that he looks pretty much alike to Hey!Say!Jump!'s Chinen Yuri o.o]
[Yukito showing the Pole-dancing Boys article]For those who are interested in D2, here's a video of them dancing.
Nishii's the smaller-sized guy, it's pretty easy to tell because he's the shortest and youngest one of the group ^_^.
Alright.. So that's just the fandom post part. I don't think anyone really wants to hear about my daily life. Recently it has just been tests, tests and more tests. And I've recently got some bad news.. Although it may not be bad in actual fact but still.. I guess I would classify this as 'bad' in my list. My musuko [Haruka] might be moving to US (Somewhere near New York) or London after her Os / Ns due to her mother remarrying.
The first time when I met Haruka was during the end of my Secondary 2 year when I've finally decided to cosplay as Kuchiki Rukia and go to the End-of-year cosplay convention. At that point of time, Haruka was also a beginner at cosplay, but given her boyish looks, I suppose that it wasn't unnatural for people to start fanning after her. Her first character was Hibari from Katekyo Hitman Reborn and she had personally made the tonfas herself . At that point of time, I wasn't really exposed that much to the cosplay community in Singapore so being one of the green ones, I walked around like an idiot with my wig in a total devastation.
Now when I look back, I guess some people might've flamed me on the net due to my cosfuck but at least I was still recognizable as Rukia.. Not denying the fact I have probably screwed Rukia's image for everyone else. Anyway, we became friends and we actually started hanging out after that event. We also formed this band called Schwarz Rosen, German for 'Black Rose' and we were planning to perform, but it never really happened due to some complications (mainly from my side) and now the group is lying dead on Facebook. The vocalist of the group, one of my juniors, have recently turned bitch against us after joining the cosplay community. That's another topic that I'll touch on after I post this one up.
So anyway, Haruka became pretty popular with the cosplay community and pretty soon, she had a lot of cosplay friends, majority of them were professionals, such as Rina & Night, to name a few and other moderate/higher than average cosplayers. There was this period of time where she was boggled by certain issues and I actually talked to her about it. I found out about that cutting habit of hers, something which I would not have expected until I saw the scar on her arm.
My mum had a pretty bad first impression of her when she first met musuko because that was when she was in her Dino cosplay, which required her to draw a tattoo on her arm, like what Dino has originally. Apparently, being the great artist that she was (and still is), she drew it with water colour pencils and mum actually thought that she had a real tattoo on her arm. Until she realised later. Although musuko didn't use to be that close to me as I was with Niji and the rest of my primary school friends, she still made it fun when it comes down to spending time with her on outings and such.
She was also the first person to bring me to her first photoshoot which was held at East Coast Beach and introduced me to the first 2 cosplayers of the cosplay community, Feli & Namiko. I guess many of you by now would be wondering why I call her 'musuko' [Japanese for 'son']. Initially, it was just a term that we called each other for fun, like nicknames that I give to my close friends, but she treated me as someone whom she could tell her problems to and consult in, because I was more 'mature' than her. I never once thought so. If anyone had to be the childish one, it would be me because I do stupid things all the time. I don't really want to make this all centered on me so back to topic. Anyway, she got stuck with calling me 'kaa-chan' (short form for 'mother' in Japanese) so we stuck with that.
Although we were in different classes and streams, we still hung out outside of school and she's probably the only person keeping me connected to the cosplay scene in Singapore. I'm grateful to her for bringing me to photoshoots and dragging me around for events. It was really an invaluable experience being able to see professional cosplayers at work and the photography skills that they use. [The Durarara! shoot w/ Rina & Shirou Yuki] Thanks to her, my Facebook friends have dramatically increased in number, something which I would never have been able to do alone because I'm just that unsociable.
When she told me that she was probably going to have to move to UK or US, it felt as though part of Singapore has just shifted to somewhere far far away. I am well aware that my writing style up to this sentence itself sounds as though she's gone but no, she's not. I don't really want to make this into an emotional post and I know that if she's going to leave, there's still time before next year and I would've already graduated from Secondary School, but the feeling of her not being in Singapore just doesn't make me feel at ease. Alright, putting aside the negative points about moving to another foreign country, I know that this would probably be great for her because she gets an opportunity to get better education from the system over there than the one here but I just can't get over it.
If any of you guys, Jaina, Bun, Niji and the others leave Singapore, I'd probably feel the same for you guys because you guys make up Singapore and the world to me (Besides my family). I guess I'm just too selfish, I should be really happy for her but I just can't be. And I hate myself for this. I've talked to her regarding the moving thing over skype and at that point of time, I just couldn't take it and broke down. Separation is painful. I'm really an idiot for holding this matter with such seriousness.
I guess that I've sunk too much into the role given to me, but I'm proud of the fact that she's finally worked her way up the cosplay community and earned her place of respect amongst the professional cosplayers. Although I might not really be part of her top friends list or anything for that matter, I'm still glad that I had the chance to know her and to be a listening ear to her problems. ....And I shall leave the depressing talk alone now and go bawl somewhere else.
♪あの頃から - GReeeeN
On 29.4.11 at Friday, April 29, 2011
どうもー。お久しぶりです（笑）。Before I begin with the main post of my blog, I'd just do the blog tag that Jaina tagged me to do in her blog. Topic's what's on my bookshelf. Uhm, I have two bookshelves to be exact..... so I'd just be listing the one that I take books from more often which is none other than my 'All-things Japanese bookshelf'. >_>
English Manga :
Tsubasa Chronicles - Vol. 2 - 17 [Missing vol 12, though]
Vampire Knight - Vol. 1 - 6
Chrno Crusade - Vol. 1 - 6
Trinity Blood - Vol. 1 - 10
The Wallflower - Vol. 2, 10 - 16
Ragnarok [This is Manhwa, actually. Only series that I have that's been inherited from my brother unofficially]- Vol. 2 - 10
Hellsing - Vol. 1
Kingdom Hearts - Vol. 2
.hack//the legend of the twilight - Vol. 1 - 3
D.Gray-Man - Vol. 9
Mahou Sensei Negima - Vol. 1 - 18 [Missing vol. 6]
Sensual Phrase - Vol. 2
Absolute Boyfriend - Vol. 2, 4-6
Girls Bravo - Vol. 1 - 10
Ouran High Host Club - Vol. 6, 11
Blaue Rosen - Vol. 1 - 4
Loki Ragnarok - Vol. 5
Fullmetal Alchemist - Vol. 1 - 18 [Missing Vol.s 6,7,11,12]
Saiyuki Reload - Vol. 4 - 6
日本語の漫画などなど [Japanese Manga etc.]
ソウルイーター [Soul Eater] ：Vol. 11 - 14
ソウルイーター超GUIDEBOOK - How to make deathscythe?-
ぬらりひょんの孫 [Nurarihyon no Mago]: Vol. 8, 12
ぬらりひょんの孫浮世絵町綺譚
ぬらりひょんの孫大江戸奴良組始末
ぬらりひょんの孫妖秘録
黒執事 [Black Butler ; Kuroshitsuji] - Vol. 1 -10
虹執事 [Rainbow Butler - Anthology comic of Black Butler] - Vol. 1 , 2
ディー・グレイマン[D.Gray-Man] - Vol. 17
ディー・グレイマンReverse - Vol. 2 「四十九番目の名前」
ディー・グレイマン公式ファンブック 「グレイアーク」
家庭教師ヒットマンリボーン [Katekyo Hitman Reborn!] - Vol. 21, 24, 27
デュラララ！！[Durarara] - Vol. 1
デュラララ！！アンソロジーコミック - Vol. 1
オトメン [Otomen] - Vol. 11
海月姫 [Kurage-hime ; Jellyfish Princess] - Vol. 4
ブリーチ [Bleach] - Vol. 38
屍鬼 [Shiki] - Vol. 9,10
青のエクソシスト [The Blue Exorcist] - Vol. 5
白黒奇譚 [Monochrome Mysterious Story (?)] - Vol. 1
べるぜバブ [Beelzebub] - Vol. 8 - 10
最遊記RELOAD [Saiyuki Reload] - Vol. 10
最遊記外伝 - Another Story of "SAIYUKI-The Legend of the Western Journey into Danger-" Vol. 3
ジャポニズム４７－トキメキ大和魂編－[Japanism 47]
東京乙女ガイド２０１０
腐女子の本懐
腐女子の品格
BL/ヤオイ [BL/Yaoi]
東山道転墜異聞
純情ロマンチカ [Junjou Romantica] - Vol. 1-3, 6, 8, 12
クリムゾン・スペル [Crimson Spell] - Vol. 1 - 4
ファインダーシリーズ [Finder Series] - Vol. 1 - 4
蜜的男子スパイラル [Honey Boys Spiral] - Vol. 1 - 4
専属で愛して
JUNK!BOYS
君で溺れた後は
２乗な恋の駆け引き
BITTER
SWEET
ジョーカーの甘い嘘
フラチな彼のしつけ方
迷える庶民に愛の手を
僕らの時間
オトナ経験値
カテキョ！ - Vol. 1
Magazines & Other Books
SHOXX Vol. 194 「4月号」
SHOXX INDEX 2009
Neo Genesis Vol. 36
Neo Genesis Vol. 32
HOT PEPPER [2010.June]
アニメディアＪ 「２０１１年１月」
かんたん手づくりチョコレートとクッキー
女子中高生のプレゼントチョコ
ジャンプＳＱ「２０１０年７月」
少年ジャンプ 「Weekly Jump」 Vol. 49
BExBOY 「２０１０年１２月」
窓ぎわのトットちゃん
The Kodansha Kanji Learner's Dictionary
Tuttle Language Library - Handbook of Japanese Grammar
Games
薄桜鬼随想録 [Hakuouki Zuisouroku]
Music & Media
valuable sheaves バルシェ
THE GREAT COLLECTION [STUDIO GHIBLI]
Nendoroids [I know no one keeps nendos on their bookshelves. I do]
Code Geass - Anya, Rolo, Kallen
Little Busters! - Natsume
Durarara - Celty
K-ON! - Mio
Vocaloid - Akita Neru, Kaito, Luka, Hatsune Miku [Poppipo ver.], Hachune Miku, Meiko
D.Gray-Man : Lavi, Lenalee, 2 Tykis o_o
Angel Beats! - Yuri, Shiina , Yusa
Okay.. So that's all I have on my All Japanese Bookshelf.. I haven't the time to check my 'All-english' but I hope that you guys have fun doing this :]. Tag yourselves - All tags die with me XD
On 17.4.11 at Sunday, April 17, 2011
Jaina tagged me for this uhm.. quiz? Anyway, without her tagging me, I wouldn't probably be blogging right now so... Here goes :].
List 10 (music) Artists you love, in no particular order, without looking at the questions below.
1. the GazettE
2. ピコ
3. I Hate My Ex
4. The Cab
5. Alice Nine
6. Angela Aki
7. THE KIDDIE
8. Panic! At The Disco
9. Sadie
10. lynch.
1. What was the first song you've ever heard by 6?
Moral's Funeral. 「モラルの葬式」
2. What's your favorite song of 8?
The Ballad Of Mona Lisa [Although I write sins not tragedies is pretty good too.]
3.What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?
Taught me to look deeper into things and inspired me to create my own music.
4. What's your favorite lyric of 5's?
"I can't feel my own existence with certainty." - 昴
5. How many times have you seen 4 live?
I only listen to their music, never music videos nor lives
6. What's your favorite song of 7?
Plasma, the one that I've recently hiragana-ized on my previous blog post.
7. Is there any song of 3 that makes you sad?
Er, no. They're pretty good in the Punk Goes Pop album. Haven't heard any sad stuff from them yet.
8. What's your favorite song by 9?
陽炎 (Kagerou)
9. How did you first get into 2?
When I saw his Magnet cover that he did with Sekihan [赤飯]. His vocal range is amazing.
10. How did you first get into 3?
Through the Punk Goes Pop album ;D. Loved their cover of Taylor Swift's You Belong With Me.
11. What's your favorite song by 4?
Vegas Skies [And their Disturbia cover]
12. How many times have you seen 9 live?
Wish I could though, but alas, 0. They're in the triple disaster stricken country, Japan right now and I hope that they're alright >:.
13. What is a good memory concerning 10?
Ambivalent Ideal. Couldn't forget how deep and sexy Hazuki's voice sounded like XD.
14. Are there any songs of 8 that make you sad?
Nope. :]
15. What is your favorite song of 1's?
There are sooo many favourite songs from them.. But I guess I'd stick with Pledge.
16. How did you become a fan of 10?
Was searching youtube for more bands? Until I stumbled across their Ambivalent Ideal video.
I'd leave it to you to do the quiz ;D. Have fun guys ^_^!
On 1.4.11 at Friday, April 01, 2011
It's been some time since I've updated anything.. But I'd just fill this space with the romaji & hiragana lyrics anyway - since I couldn't find any romaji lyrics for this song - 'Plasma/プラズマ by THE KIDDIE' which has been highly addictive to me for some reason =X.
プラズマ - キディー 「ひらがな」
へいおんぶじがりそうです めんどうはかんべんだ
ガラスこしのせかいは べんりなもんでさ
みんながそばにいるから いつだってはなせてるんだ
たすけあいささえあい にんげんらしくいきてんだ
wow だって、つながってるきがするんだ
wow だって、ひとりじゃないきがするんだ
なあなあをたてにしてんだ なかよしごっこなんだ
ちかづいてもとおすぎる けいはくなもんでさ
きょうだってペラペラとまた おやゆびがしゃべる
そうやってつよがって あんしんしてるてきな、みたいな
wow そんなあいのないよのなかで
wow ぼくらなにをしんじ、なにをもとめて
どんなあいをさけべばいいのだろう
このじょうねつを このかんどうを このしょうどうを
いまきみときみときみと おなじきもちで
いまきみときみときみと おなじときをしんじれる
にんげんらしくってなんだっけ?
わすれてしまいそうだ
ただつよくねがってたい
ほら、かわききったぼくら いまなら
なにかかえられるとおもうんだ
なにかにかわれる そんなきがすんだ
wow もっとちかくでかんじてたいんだ
wow ずっとこのみにきざみたいんだ
wow やっとあつくむねにこみあげた
wow あいというめいのこのしゅんかんを
えいえんということばでかざるよ
さあ ぼくらと たましいのきょうめいを
「ロム字」
Heion bujigarisou desu Mendou wa kanben da
Garasu koshi no sekai wa Benri na mon desa
Minna ga soba ni iru kara Itsudatte hanaseterunda
Tasukeai sasaeai Ningen rashiku ikitenda
Wow datte, tsunagatteru ki ga surunda
Wow datte, hitori janai ki ga surunda
Naa naa wo tate ni shitenda Nakayoshi gokko nanda
Chikazuite mo toosugiru Keihaku na mon desa
Kyou datte perapera tomata Oyayubi ga shaberu
Souyatte tsuyogatte anshin shiteru teki na, mitai na
Wow sonna ai no nai yo no nakade
Wow bokura nani wo shinji, nani wo motomete
Donna ai wo sakebeba ii no darou
Kono jounetsu wo Kono kandou wo Kono shoudou wo
Ima kimi to kimi to kimi to onaji kimochi de
Ima kimi to kimi to kimi to onaji toki wo shinjireru
Ningen rashiku tte nandakke?
Wasurete shimai sou da
Tada tsuyoku negattetai
Hora, kawaki kitta bokura ima nara
Nanika kaerareru to omounda
Nanika ni kawareru Sonna ki ga sunda
Wow motto chikaku de kanjite tainda
Wow zutto kono mi ni kizami tainda
Wow yatto atsuku mune ni komi ageta
Wow ai to iu mei no kono shunkan wo
Eien to iu kotoba de kazaru yo
Saa bokura to tamashii no kyoumei wo
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On 26.2.11 at Saturday, February 26, 2011
I finally got a chance to actually have a 2hrs++ break on the laptop so I'm blogging now.. Recently, it has been pretty hectic for me.. Ever since school started. My whole schedule is something like this now : Monday - Remedial, Tuesday: Maths Tuition, Wednesday: CCA & Physics Tuition, Thursday: POA Tuition, Friday: Chinese Tuition and Saturday: Japanese class. Sunday's a break day for me [And hopefully, will remain as one]..
Being in Secondary 4's a tough thing.. Crucial Os aside, the life of a Secondary 4 is really demanding and energy-draining. Probably because you guys don't have as many tuitions as I do [And hopefully you don't]. It's hard trying to juggle these tuitions with those godforsaken school remedials.. Especially when your teacher only announces the day of remediation [which just so happens to be on the day when you have tuition - in my case, almost everyday =_=], and the feeling of 'It's not even April yet, whatthefuck?' just kicks in..
Okay, okay, I've got to stop this philosophical shit that I type on my blog all the time.. But life's just full of frustration and here's the only place that I can type out how I feel about it [A little, because the internet isn't exactly private and freedom of speech doesn't work out that way in my country, which sucks. Because it wholly takes out the meaning of 'freedom' from the phrase.]
Speaking about that, I just realised how silly schools are.. They are hell-bent on improving our English but, there's just something they refuse to acknowledge. If the schools want their students to be fluent in English or in any other language, here's the first rule - abide by the meaning of words in the dictionary. I think other students that are reading this would probably get it. Yeah - Holiday. If holidays are just meant to give students a break from the crazy hell we go through in school [It isn't just lessons we're talking here, projects, assignments, homework..etc.], why in the world is there even something called 'Holiday homework' that exists?
And oooooon the subject of English, [In which I am deteriorating in badly now], my school had to band us into different English Bands. And I was placed in Band 3. Disappointed? Hell yes. Of course I was. So much so that right now, I'm beginning to realise things about my English [Which I wished that I would have never realised in the first place].. I don't know any shits about present future tense, all the tenses and such. I'm even beginning to doubt my own English.. Composition writing even poses a slight problem to me now, because every now and then, I would just stop writing and think; 'Am I phrasing this correctly?', 'these phrases sound off', 'Am I supposed to use whatever tense in here?'.. All these questions just randomly pop into my head and I start doubting whatever I'm writing.
I'm not exactly sure if this had anything to do with the banding for English but I hope that this is just momentary and would just fade off my mind soon enough. If this were to happen for the Os, I am screwed. Big time. Currently, I'm trying to make reading English books a habit instead of only looking at Japanese characters all the time with pictures. I recently borrowed 4 books from the library - 1. The Switch by Anthony Horowitz, 2. Strangers by Taichi Yamada, 3. Thinner by Stephen King writing as Richard Bachman, 4. Paradise by Koji Suzuki.
I've already read The Switch for like, a couple of times (Because the plot just keeps appealing to me no matter how many times I read this book). Initially, I went to the library with the intention of borrowing The Unholy Grail but it wasn't availible for loan so I decided to settle for another one of Anthony Horowitz's works and borrowed this instead. It was my first time reading other books.. I know that1/2 of these books were written by Japanese authors but they are translated into English for easy reading. And the translators' use of vocabulary to replace the Japanese ones are just, nothing short of amazing.
I always thought that translated books would most likely deviate from the original storyline of the story in one way or another due to certain words that cannot be translated into English, no matter how much you look for the simplified meaning, there is none and the translator has to use words that most likely contain the original meaning of the word to replace it. But when I read Strangers, I didn't think that the translator would've been that good. Although, of course, nothing beats the original. A language carries more meaning by itself alone. When you translate that language into another, more or less most of the time, the meanings would somehow change and deviate.
I guess that to thoroughly enjoy the story, it would be better to read the original story in whatever language it was written in to fully understand and feel the depth of the text and stuff like that, but then again, that's just my opinion XD. Strangers was actually quite touching at the end [I still have a heart, lol.] when the man ended up alone by himself. Thinner by Stephen King was pretty good too... Though I would have to say that Cell was the first and only novel that makes me really want to read it over and over again, like some person addicted to pot.
Thinner is probably my 2nd best favourite among Stephen King's works. I tried out Cujo but it didn't really work out for me because of the St Bernard dying in the end.. ...Maybe because I'm more of an animal lover. I'm currently quarter-way through Paradise though. The story 's pretty good so far and I feel that this book's rather descriptive, which is probably great for a person like me because I love descriptive stuff. I can never stop stressing on the descriptions when it comes to stories =P. I really wish that someone would translate Ring or Dark Water into english because I suck at reading Chinese. When I tried reading Ju-On in Chinese, I didn't really get scared or disgusted or anything like that - though my Chinese speaking friend kept telling me how scary that novel was. Which shows my epic failure in the language, once again.
So lastly... All the winter animes are slowly (most of them already are) being released.. And I've already spotted a few which appealed to me (Or at least the sypnosis does). .
1. これはゾンビですか？ [Kore ha Zombie desuka?]
2.Beelzebub
3.Gosick
4.夢食いメリー [Yumekui Merry]
...And that is probably about all.. for now >D.
"The ones who show the least, are the ones who feel the most." -Unknown
♪ Something's Missing - MiChi
On 14.1.11 at Friday, January 14, 2011
☆俺DEATH★
Name: Masamune Shiroki. For short, shiro-chan.
名前：正宗 しろき ； ニックネーム： しろちゃん
The day I crashed into Earth : 28/10
誕生日：２８・１０
スカID [Skype ID]: shiroki.masamune [気転にAddしてねｗ]
メールアド[E-mail] : kirisaki_no_namida@hotmail.com
To whom it may concern:
I'm an Otaku, I am as human as you. Or not.
Likes:
★漫画 [Manga]
★アニメ [Anime]
★ドラム [Drums]
★ニコニコ動画 [Nico Nico Douga]
★ようつべ [Youtube]
★Alice : Madness Returns
★Ｖ系 [Visual-Kei]
Inspirational figures:
☆ガゼットの戒様 [the Gazette - Kai]
☆Shane Dawson
☆西井幸人 [Nishii Yukito]
☆Sam Tsui
☆Alex Evans
Etc. . .
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